Dreams that make you go hhhhmmmm...

Do you dream? well do you remember your dreams?

I have always been a dreamer. I dream vividly and I more often than not will remember them. And boy do they affect my mood for the day (good or bad)! Reason being, they're not always non-sensical fregments of my imagination. Sometimes they are a replay of a recent (or upcoming) incident with a slight twist of reality. You know like the dream you have when your partner is cheating on you and you wake up pissed off at them all day long to no-fault (or is it?) of their own.

Well recently, I had an event- or situation well whatever, recently something happened in my life that was very bitter-sweet. Actually it was sweet-bitter. I had quite the build up for this event, it was many years in the making so to speak, and it went great. Then it came crashing down... inexplicably really (to this day in fact). So in reality, initially it played out very good, then came to a screaching halt. To give some context the event just happened over Easter- so this is pretty recent folks.

I've had a few dreams about this event, both prior to and since. On all occaisions, the dreams were very vivid and very real- emotionally real anyway. Last night was one of those dreams (minds out of the gutter here folks). It was so real. It was too real. And just as I was starting to have some resemblance of getting over it, BOOM this dream hit me last night that has thrown me into a tailspin.

UGH.