re-reading my latest entries i'm realizing a not-so-great pattern. I've been writting about nothing. Question is, do I really have nothing to write about? on the contrary. It's actually just like those awkward moments of silence you have with someone- more often than not, you have something to say, you just are having difficulty putting it into words. You just don't know where to begin.
Yes that's it. I have so much to write about that I'm almost scared to start typing for fear that I won't stop...
Well based on recent posts I've randomly thrown down into the blog whatever was around in my head. Or just answered questions that someone sent. Doesn't feel that I've really written about anything. Thing is... there's so much going on in my head that I just don't know how to organize it in any way that makes sense.It's not that I have nothing to say to you... it's that I have so much that I want to say to you, I just don't know where to begin.
work... let's not go there
love... yeah well...I'd rather talk about work
friends... i must admit, I've got great friends. But I haven't been much of a friend. And I don't feel like blogging about my friends...
so I'll blog about not blogging.
I'm tired. I'm going to bed.
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